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Tuesday, 25 November 2008

  • Silence owns the truth

    Silence owns the truth.
    Before you taint the unspoken words of truth, it is absent of any variation. Because we all have our own opinions and perspectives, the truth never comes out pure. It is one of the only things that cannot exist between two people. The truth is self evident, therefore cannot be analyzed. Yet, as humans we try and try to rationalize, categories, and minimalize every phrase spoken. We just can't accept things, it is impossible. So it seems, that one of our greatest methods of communication and expression, proves to only inhibit our communication and expression. Were we like animals, we would not challenge any truth felt. We would not care to express it amongst each other because it would be better to be felt and not spoken. O spite you GODS. For we, mere humans, will never know the truth. Will we? Simply because we won't let ourselves see and experience it without question. Simply because we are not GODS, we cannot know the truth as it is . So, I shall bow to you and accept what little knowledge of the truth you choose to bestow upon me.

Saturday, 22 November 2008

  • Child?

    11/22/08 (Saturday)

    It's about time I actually blog.

    I just found out one of my best friends is pregnant. I can't believe this. I have full confidence in her ability to be a mother, but its still a life changing event, nonetheless. I wish her luck, and I also curse her because now..... my fiance wants a baby more than ever. I'm just a college student. Yes, I love her. Yes should would be a good mother. Yes, I would be a great father, but still... why make that choice so early....? It would be exciting and I would love the hell outta that child, but I must wait.... right?

Saturday, 08 November 2008

  • It's not a long way down.

    She fell.
    She fell hard and fast.
    She fell so hard, in fact, that she could not feel herself moving at all.
    Convinced that she was grounded, she continued to race ahead full speed.

    She met them on the way down.
    They seemed to know the way, so she followed.
    Only, they moved at a  faster pace than she was used to.
    Yet, she trailed behind them.
    These people had been falling for a while now.
    They knew that the bottom couldn't be too far.
    Yet, she was in denial.
    After all, she had only been falling for a short while.

    With the help of them, she would reach the bottom in no time.
    "Don't worry", they said, "We'll be there soon".
    "You'll love it there, no worries, no stress, just an all time high."

    She saw the bottom approaching. It was coming way too fast.
    She was nervous that it might hurt when she hit.
    She tried to grasp out for something or someone to grab.
    Someone to save her, to keep her still, to help her back up.
    She was sorry. She wanted another chance.
    She would climb all the way back to the top if she had to.
    Yet, she had burned all of her bridges. She had no way of reaching anyone.

    They laughed as she continued to grasp for them.
    They knew this moment would come.
    They knew that it would hurt when she hit.
    She never believed them. She shunned their efforts.

    Now, she saw the bottom right in front of her trembling face.
    She took a deep breath....
    closed her eyes...
    fought back the useless tears....
    and prepared herself.



Thursday, 06 November 2008

  • #1 - The World's Battle Cry

    I'm new to Xanga. I'm not sure what my goal with this is. However, I do know that I have a lot to say about a lot of things. There is no better way to collect your thoughts than to actually sit down..... and.... collect your thoughts. Let them out. Release them and write them into existence. So, perhaps that is my goal.

    I would like to make my first entry a poem, written several years ago, yet still exactly what I feel.


    The World's Battle Cry

    Beyond the security of my window,
    there is a realm where hatred flows.
    Among the laughs of the world's kin,
    there are cries of sin.
    Beyond my dreams of mirth,
    there are children who give birth
    and women who do not know their worth.
    Distant from my prayers for humanity,
    people suffer from insanity.
    Past the sight of my angel eyes,
    a young girl is raped and left to die.
    Unknown to my ignorant mind,
    there is a world of another kind.
    I have come to realize
    that we are in a time of salvation's demise.
    Outside the sound of my heart beat,
    there is a Queen on the street..
    whose veins are saturated and weak.
    Surrounding the walls of my room,
    there is great and undeniable doom.
    Underneath the floors of my sky,
    there is an orphan questioning why.
    Outside the barriers of my imagination,
    exists the destruction of God's creation.

    The Earth is in need of my aid,
    to see that the seeds of hope be relaid.
    Well world, I accept your dare,
    but I cannot enter this battle bare.
    I am not properly equipped for warfare.
    Throughout time, my strategy will develop,
    and my crawl will grow into a gallop.
    Throughout time, I will acquire
    a warriors attire.

    Until then,
    it is not wise to enter a battle you cannot win.
    So, for now, I shall return to bed.
    On my pillow,
    I shall rest my head,
    and drift into sleep,
    into a place,
    where I cannot hear the world's weep.


Friday, 11 April 2008

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